neverfoundme:

Once I let go, I didn’t feel anything anymore. I didn’t yearn for your attention, your hugs, or to speak to you. It didn’t matter to me if I saw you or not. I didn’t go searching for you. I didn’t make the effort. I didn’t care.

neverfoundme:

Have you ever regretted a decision you made so much that you think about it all the time and you imagine all of the different ways the situation could have turned out if you didn’t mess up so bad